today,im slept wth ea. nothing happen just ea malam tu tegugur dari katil and beistighfar tarus. hee.im hugging ea. im very sad nda tau napa my family kasar pat ku. oh. im not perfect jua as you. sorry abnormal is wat i being from my first life.. i'm sick of wat they did to me.. ada th kn menampar,menyumpah and menuduh2. jahat dmata drg p apa yg tani buat drg nda tau. Negative in themselve! so difficult to know me? napa? dari damit dh ku idup wth drg but sx atu hal yg paling bsar ku klaie wth family ku and i don't wanna talk about it. banyak jua baa urg buat cani pat kami dua. jahati saja tia baa. sepuas2 hati kamu atu.. but look at urself in the clean mirror!sejahat2 aku pat drg nda jua pai macamatu wa. cara drg layan aku mcm bukan adi beradi wa. how rude u are infront of ur elders siblings. and my brother,i do respect u but jgnth kn sampai2 tangan wa. nda pyg jua kn di IRIS suara atuu.. nyakit kn ati wa. sabar saja ee.. :)

aha. bout my EE,she make me feel better. i'm crying lying on bed bside my EE.. shes know how i feel. she asked me to settle down. yeah,i feel guilty saja wen my siblings kasar atuu. except abgku lah yg kedua atu. he's a good person to talk wen ea ada mood laa.deeply f we know him to much,romantic and pemarah tu sadang. sayang kn adi2nya lah. penaguran tapinya. especially ulah yg ea nda suka like a girl smokers. haa.. forget it. sometimes nyakit kn ati jua baa. baik jua ada modem disini kn buat aa.. ada urg menunggu my blog. yayang, thanks care me. u'r such a very kind of heartness person :) sorry f i did any wrong to u. i love you.

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